So, it’s been a while.  However, life is pretty good.  I do some pretty foolish stuff, but it’s all out of love.  You know?  I say stupid things, but it’s just because I want people to be happy.
So, yeah, I really need to think about…

I feel all the time like a cat on a hot tin roof.  I can’t seem to get better.  I can’t seem to do it.  I can’t become who I would like to become.  I miss ____.  He changed so much, and I don’t know him anymore.  And I have nothing.  I dreamed about ____ last […]

I finally understand the meaning of 110% humidity.  I know you say it can never happen, but I believe it is perpetual in Kansas.
 Why the bitter tone?  Because I’ve been in Lawrence every day, walking up and down, up and down.  But I love my classes.  Okay, love is a bit strong.  Intro to Drama […]

okay, so maybe i have this knack for picking people to like with whom i have no chance.  I knew that I could never be with this person, but i just had to be.  I was rejected for anything but friendship this morning. 
and my one other crush?  never gonna happen. i feel a touch like […]

I know, I know.  Here she goes again.  Oh, wait, she never went there. 
It’s quite strange when crushes are confused for love or lust is confused for love or just plain hate is confused for love.
I love.  But maybe 2 of the approximately 6 billion people on earth (I actually have no idea even what billion […]

So, after two days of terribly boring orientation, I am finally enrolled in KU. 
I’m, uh, taking:
Principles of Molecular and Cellular Biology Lecture and Lab Honors (4 hours)
Foundations of Chemistry 1 Lecture and Lab (5 hours)
Intro to Econ Lecture and Discussion (3 hours)
Intro to Drama (3 hours)
The Concept of Love in the Middle Ages Honors Tutuorial (1 […]

I had a lot of fun in Boston.  I bought cute stuff, ate more than I even want to think about, and saw Beatles impersonators.  Yeah, you saw that correctly.  Impersonators?  Yeah.  The guy impersonating Paul looked freakishly like him.  And they sounded a lot like the Beatles (except the “Ringo” was a lot better […]

I’ve been wondering a lot lately.  It doesn’t seem fair.  I’m a Christian, yet I see hypocrisy.  I mean, I’m no better, but most people don’t even see that they’re hypocrites.  The one that’s bugged me the most recently is gay / bi.  No one cares or gets offended or grossed out if two hetero […]

So, as you can see in the “about me” page, I’m a typical girl, hoping someday to become…a person.  Until my life drastically changes, which could be tomorrow, I shall be off.  But I love you still.
 

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